I
want to start working on a character trait of mine that I do not like. I
can be very condescending at times to the ones that I love most. When
something aggravates me I say things in a "snooty" tone like, "What's
wrong with you?", almost like I am disgusted. I don't like how I do that
and it worries me because I can hear myself starting to do this to
Lily.
It hurts when someone looks at me with "snooty" eyes or speaks to
me in demeaning tones. I am so sorry that I have been this way for this
long and today it is my goal to change this. I plan on closing my eyes
whenever I am irritated and then I'll envision the ways that I have felt
when I was spoken to in these ways. I will change.
