Saturday, August 7, 2010

Will My Fate Pick Me?

The offer that I had gotten to speak in front of 150 people next year has now been raised to 4 to 500 people. Not gonna lie, nervous but the way I think about it is...

No matter how many people are grouped together at once it is still just 1 person hearing you... just lots of ones at once. If that makes any seance. (*_*)

I think the thing that freaks me out the most is the broadcasted world wide thing. Not sure on what channel but all's I know is that right now I even clam up while having my picture taken.

But I know that I can do this. I have a lot of time to get my self ready. Ready to get to where I have thought that I would end up. I am here right now and this is where I thought that I would be years ago, it's just off to the next step now.

I am curious to find out weather or not what I have been unconsciously seeing for my future is going to turn out to be true. Not sure if that is the right word but like not necessarily what I picked but what I feel has picked me.